i've just made another BIG decision in my lifetime sorry that i can't bear it anymore
but the only thing i feel sad for is just ... myself who hardly ever change for me who take it so serious and break every single thing into pieces for me who is too far behind the word take it EASY even though I’m far to the word GIVE UP
why everything in life for me is such harsh and hard ? no one to be blamed except me
i once asked myself "who said that you can't be superman" but now i would say that i know that you really can be a superman but it's not that easy as you think as it takes TIME and tons of persistence, most importantly, courage i just wish i cold have them all...
Anyway, i would say i do not regret letting this opportunity pass in my life,, i just wish to hold it as long as i'm able to at least to pursue my unfulfilled dream, what i love to do
Yes,, but somehow for me, things i love are not accompanied by the HAPPINESS as i first thought
i said i never regret accepting it at the first place simply because it just makes me realize that whatever happens i still have some people who never leave me these past few weeks my family, all of them, ARTS friends, CU Mind Club, the best club ever, P'Gift, Boat - Rha and Kru Charturee Thank you all
i'll remember all things i've been through .. and maybe that i USED to be in an honor program is the BEST choice i've ever made